theres a hole where my hart shud be :(

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Postby Doc Sigma » Thu Jul 03, 2008 1:29 pm

This thread could do with some poetry.
Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late

And suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
And to another give my seat
For that's the only painless feat

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger, watch it grin

But suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
"Is it to be or not to be?"
And I replied "Oh why ask me?"

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
And you can do the same thing if you please
Wine is fine, but whiskey's quicker
Suicide is slow with liquor
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows
Then it floods away tomorrows
Away tomorrows

Evil thoughts and evil doings
Cold, alone you hang in ruins
Thought that you'd escape the reaper
You can't escape the master keeper

'Cos you feel life's unreal, and you're living a lie
Such a shame, who's to blame, and you're wondering why
Then you ask from your cask, is there life after birth
What you saw can mean hell on this earth
Hell on this earth

Now you live inside a bottle
The reaper's travelling at full throttle
It's catching you, but you don't see
The reaper's you, and the reaper is me

Breaking laws, knocking doors
But there's no one at home
Made your bed, rest your head
But you lie there and moan
Where to hide, suicide is the only way out
Don't you know what it's really about

Wine is fine, but whiskey's quicker
Suicide is slow with liquor
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows
Then it floods away tomorrows
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now through all the hurt & pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones you love mean more than anything

So with sadness in my heart
Feel the best thing I could do
Is end it all and leave forever
What's done is done it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
My world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
'Cos now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
Tumbling down
Tumbling down
Tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
Letting me down
Letting me down
Letting me down

In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything
Everything
Everything that matters to me
Matters in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
'Cos now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside
...holy shit, I just now realized that a lot of my favorite songs are about suicide.

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Postby Bocaj Claw » Thu Jul 03, 2008 3:47 pm

Don't be sad Arlo. Just think, in a few years the world will come to a horrible, fiery, cataclysmic end and we'll all die! Isn't that GREAT?! :shock:
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Postby Quantheory » Thu Jul 03, 2008 4:11 pm

Don't commit suicide, just go into the woods and become a hermit. Then when the protagonist appears at your hut/cottage/cave, you can be either:

a) a hospitable but slightly creepy person who turns out to be a psychopath

b) someone who is nice at heart but has such a long history of acting jaded and antisocial that it's a struggle to develop meaningful relationships once again

c) the guardian of some secret, highly valuable secrets and/or wisdom.

You can also be original, but we all know how hard that is. Waffles and such.

Anyway, you really should go camping. Camping is fun, escapist, and boosts your sense of self-sufficiency (assuming you don't get yourself eaten or otherwise horribly killed).

Also, I want to eat some carrots. I've never had a craving for carrots before.
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Postby Liz » Thu Jul 03, 2008 8:51 pm

i understnd u Arlo der needs 2 b mor peeps lyke u ur mom shud leeve u alone
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Postby Arloest » Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:04 pm

i understnd u Arlo der needs 2 b mor peeps lyke u ur mom shud leeve u alone
omg ur lik the only person who undersatnds me!!!! <3

i kno rite my mom is such a bitch lol she needs to just back of uk?

wow we shud be lik best friends lol :D <3
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Postby Comrade K » Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:27 pm

What the pants is this shit!?

Stop it. It makes me angry(er).
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Postby Liz » Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:27 pm

i understnd u Arlo der needs 2 b mor peeps lyke u ur mom shud leeve u alone
omg ur lik the only person who undersatnds me!!!! <3

i kno rite my mom is such a bitch lol she needs to just back of uk?

wow we shud be lik best friends lol :D <3
srsly? omg ur rite. we shud b!! how cud we haff never thoght of this b4???
BFFS!! <3
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Postby Arloest » Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:56 pm

i understnd u Arlo der needs 2 b mor peeps lyke u ur mom shud leeve u alone
omg ur lik the only person who undersatnds me!!!! <3

i kno rite my mom is such a bitch lol she needs to just back of uk?

wow we shud be lik best friends lol :D <3
srsly? omg ur rite. we shud b!! how cud we haff never thoght of this b4???
BFFS!! <3
yes totally BFFS! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i dunno y we never thoght of this b4! it makes soooo much sense!

haha so wut kinda band r u into?
Who sleeps shall awake, greeting the shadows from the sun
Who sleeps shall awake, looking through the window of our lives
Waiting for the moment to arrive...
Show us the silence in the rise,
So that we may someday understand...

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Postby nickspoon » Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:59 pm

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Hart?
If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. (Revelation 2:5, NIV)
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Postby rabid_fox » Thu Jul 03, 2008 10:25 pm

I are being sitting in the pain of eyes
And I never am the one who is surprised
All that I see is death and all that I see dies
The pain of war is my slice blood demise
The salt of shame is in the tears that I cries
And I fell down into the black orchids of lies
I fingertore off my facial disguise
To reveal all the lost family ties

My heart beats shame blood through my veins
And I grab the pain and hold
Hold on to pain.
Hold on to pain.
Hold on to pain.
Hold on to pain.
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Postby Liz » Thu Jul 03, 2008 11:11 pm

i understnd u Arlo der needs 2 b mor peeps lyke u ur mom shud leeve u alone
omg ur lik the only person who undersatnds me!!!! <3

i kno rite my mom is such a bitch lol she needs to just back of uk?

wow we shud be lik best friends lol :D <3
srsly? omg ur rite. we shud b!! how cud we haff never thoght of this b4???
BFFS!! <3
yes totally BFFS! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i dunno y we never thoght of this b4! it makes soooo much sense!

haha so wut kinda band r u into?
BFFS!! Yay!! :D

omg i luv my chemical romance and greenday like, and my fav panic! at the disco. gawd i toally luv emo boys <33 they r so hawt
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Postby Arloest » Thu Jul 03, 2008 11:45 pm

i understnd u Arlo der needs 2 b mor peeps lyke u ur mom shud leeve u alone
omg ur lik the only person who undersatnds me!!!! <3

i kno rite my mom is such a bitch lol she needs to just back of uk?

wow we shud be lik best friends lol :D <3
srsly? omg ur rite. we shud b!! how cud we haff never thoght of this b4???
BFFS!! <3
yes totally BFFS! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i dunno y we never thoght of this b4! it makes soooo much sense!

haha so wut kinda band r u into?
BFFS!! Yay!! :D

omg i luv my chemical romance and greenday like, and my fav panic! at the disco. gawd i toally luv emo boys <33 they r so hawt
lol i used to like mcr i mean i liked their older stuff but then they got poplar when the black parade caem out and now im not so sure about them lol

but yes patd rox my sox and i totally agree emo boys are luv! goddd flippy hair just makes my world go rounndd haha uk what i mean?
Who sleeps shall awake, greeting the shadows from the sun
Who sleeps shall awake, looking through the window of our lives
Waiting for the moment to arrive...
Show us the silence in the rise,
So that we may someday understand...

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Postby Zaaphod » Fri Jul 04, 2008 12:23 am

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Postby rabid_fox » Fri Jul 04, 2008 12:35 am

If you didn't have a vaginabrain it wouldn't get raped as much.
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Postby Liz » Fri Jul 04, 2008 2:07 am

i understnd u Arlo der needs 2 b mor peeps lyke u ur mom shud leeve u alone
omg ur lik the only person who undersatnds me!!!! <3

i kno rite my mom is such a bitch lol she needs to just back of uk?

wow we shud be lik best friends lol :D <3
srsly? omg ur rite. we shud b!! how cud we haff never thoght of this b4???
BFFS!! <3
yes totally BFFS! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i dunno y we never thoght of this b4! it makes soooo much sense!

haha so wut kinda band r u into?
BFFS!! Yay!! :D

omg i luv my chemical romance and greenday like, and my fav panic! at the disco. gawd i toally luv emo boys <33 they r so hawt
lol i used to like mcr i mean i liked their older stuff but then they got poplar when the black parade caem out and now im not so sure about them lol

but yes patd rox my sox and i totally agree emo boys are luv! goddd flippy hair just makes my world go rounndd haha uk what i mean?
i noe rite. when they got poular it just wuznt as good anymor but i still luv dem but i wish Gerard didnt cut his hair :(

i totally now wut u mean!!! emo boys r my lyfe <3
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